Nekomiou no kokoro

This is it!

Thu, 31 Dec 2009 05:36:17 GMT

baka~ daily motion which stuck in the middle of watching it...haish~ baka baka baka...I need to create an outline for my listening n speaking but the truth is I don't even remember how to make that origami box...haish~ need to work more on that....Conclusion I can't watch any drama today coz not much time left...

A day to memorize~

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 16:53:14 GMT

I promise to papa to tell what happen on sunday.....so here it is....

On 20th December 2009, I went out to eat at Pizza Hut and bought birthday gift for my friend. I went out with my classmate aka friend, pingu (not real name). We are both small in size so we looks like a twins. XD I wore a white long skirt with a white sleeveless blouse plus a black cardigan with cute ribbon tie. I love the ribbon. At 5 o'clock we went out of the hostel and suddenly, there a group of guy stared at us.

"Nice dress," one of them said. We didn't care and continue to the bus stop. A group of other guys were also there and they were asking where were we going. As usual, we didn't answer. We sat, waiting for the bus. A guy asked me, 'Are you going for a dinner?' I shook my head and said no. Haish~ Why would I go to a dinner with a bus? Is it because of the way I dress? I don't know. There was a bas waiting right in front of us but that was not the bus that we were waiting for. There were lots of guy there kept staring at us. They even played with the curtain at the window until the bus came. Fuh~ finally~

We entered the bus and yeah~ no body in it.. great~ After a few stop, lots of guy entered the bus. They filled the bus till the fullest which meaned we were the only girls in the bus. A guy right behind me kept trying to talk to me. He greeted but not as nice as a gentleman would do and I didn't reply. He kept asking and asking till I was forced to answer fews questions.

"We are from this Uni," I said, looking to the window. I didn't want to see his face which I never did.

"She a Uni student," He announced it to the whole bus. What the ****? I was afraid and I was shivering on the bus. I hate that guy but what should I do in a bus that full with guys.

"Where are you going?" He asked again.

"Mall," I answered slowly. I'm not sure if he heard it or not. He was chatting with his friend about it but I could not hear it well.Finally, they got down from the bus. We went straight to the mall. I had to buy a bottle of ink for the home's printer.

From the elevator, someone kept saying what people usually do when they call a cat. I wanted to laugh to think that I would meet my coursemate here at the mall but I stopped smiling right after I turned back. There were three guy behind us and we don't know them. We walked faster and and they kept repeating it. They still following us. We almost finished rounding the whole floor and they still behind us. Lastly, Pingu pulled me to a shop and they walked away and stopped saying the words. Fuhh~

Yay! Eating time. We went to the Pizza Hut restaurant. When we were about to enter the door, the man who was at the door holding the door like we were not allowed to enter. We were like, hrmm, Is the restaurant full? We already reversed and were about to walk away until he finally opened the door.

"I thought you will mad or something," The guy said. We didn't reply. He gave us a seat near the staff only room which lots of staff walked beside us. It's annoying. When I sat, the ink that I buy fell and I was struggling reaching it at the floor while he was giving the menu list. He already gave the menu list to Pingu but he didn't give it to me while he could do that by placing the menu on the table. Duh~~ Right after I settled with my things then he placed the menu on my plate..(you know that Pizza Hut already place plate on every table) He still stood there and we were like 'Are we suppose to order now?'... After a fews second, he went away. and here came the trainee which a new woker there with his senior taking our order. Every time I said an order, my friend will repeat it and the senio will repeat it too. So we were satified and also the senior and they walked away.

While waiting for the order, the waiters kept walking beside us, cleaning the table that already clean. Right beside our table was the sink where people washed their hand there and there was a guy washed his hand and suddenly stood right beside our table and hold himself, staring at us. I was really didn't understand what was happing at that time. The order came and yay! but wait!. Where is lasagna? Pingu wanted to see our bill to make sure so I give her and yup. There was not lasagna in the bill. What did they expect? I should call them to order once again. No way! In the process of eating, as usual waiters walked rapidly beside us but there were some funny thing happen. There was a waiter walked really fast beside us and he glanced at us. Right after that he slipped and most of the things he brought fell to the floor. hahaha~ Right after that a guy came and pulled out the bill from under the table and pap! another clipboard fell. The manage was there and said, "Here is another person," At first we didn't understand but now we know that the manager referred to. XD It's a shame because he confidently, pulled it out. Maybe he mad or something that he pulled out our bill and threw it into the bin. WHAT!!! yeah! that was our expression that time.

Great!! now, how should we pay our bill. Fortunately, there was a button on the table for bill. We pressed it but there was no answer. Second time still no answer. Third time, the door guy came and bring our bill. Great!.

"I want to see your face little longer, so I don't want you to go out of this restaurant that fast," He said that but to Pingu not to me.

"Take a picture, it last longer," Pingu being sarcastic.

"Really?" He already hold his phone. We wanted to run away already that but he blocked the way. But then he laughed and walked away. Yeah! We quickly ran after that.

That's not the end but don't worry. I'll continue later.

Collection complete

Tue, 10 Nov 2009 09:13:32 GMT

I just want to tell that my mag hsj 2009 collection is complete...Only have duet, myojo, potato, popola and wink up though...T__T after this...I'm planning on collecting official photo

I don't want to wake up!

Tue, 27 Oct 2009 13:50:33 GMT

I have a very nice dream last night....XDD
First, about me be one of Ya Ya yah...Isn't that great?? We was about to perform on stage and the mc gave the microphone to me and I passed it back to Yabu....Then, it's end...T__T Such a short dream.....

Okay the second one, I need to warn Jisan to not read this.....

Papa know half of the story......allow me to make it in fanfic version...XDDD
It's between me and Nakaken (Nakajima Kento)... I'm not sure why I dreamt of him instead of HSJ members.... Do I watch him a lot lately? What I know, not even a single boy came out of my out in these two days...hrmm...maybe because of that team batista SP....I think...XDD

I was walking, climbing the stairs and I saw you right in front of me. You were talking to other girl. You were smiling, laughing happily while chatting with the girl. My heart suddenly said that how lucky that girl was. You two stopped and the girl suddenly went to somewhere else, left us alone. You looked at me and smiled. You took my hand which make my heart beat faster than normal. You pulled to a place. There was no word between us. You sat on a marble bench and I sat beside you. Suddenly, I felt cold. Then, you hugged me from my back, making me felt warm again. I looked at your eyes, wanted to ask something but I stopped when I see your smile. For the first time I felt your smile was so calming and I was astonished by it. I smiled turned my face from yours. Slowly, I placed my head on your chest and closed my eyes. It's really calming and I wanted us stay like this forever. I wished we were.

That's enough! XDD I want to continue but after that a friend of mine come. She is my school friend. Such a bad spoiler of my sweet dream. Haish~ She come in my dream...yeah! I know this is a weird dream.... I felt like a real pervert now for dreaming such thing....XDD Nakaken's fans, please don't kill me....

I hate an old man who want to tackle a young girl.....Uweekkk~ so disgusting!..

Good thing do happen

Mon, 19 Oct 2009 15:23:46 GMT

That is what I believe.....^^ I'm glad that we actually fight because that is what true friend always do.....XDD Plus I rarely fight and this is the first time I'm the one who started it.....Hrrmmm, should I categorize this as family problem? Maybe you will say "You shouldn't be happy around this critical time!"....But when you think it in the positive side......it's good.....

Be happy Minna!
No matter what happen just stay positive.....

That's what I want to say to all my friends and myself....

What another good thing is I know who get to know more people....^^ XDD like Ha-chan...
She never comment me before but her sudden message make me realize that she also care about me.....

another good thing, I update my lj everyday....Can you see that?
wow!! after 3 weeks of not updating.....

We know that actually every care for each other...XDD
Chai Chai I love your video!!!.....

At last, I speak out what I want to say....hrmm...Is there anything left?
Can't remember....

Guys, sign up the lj messenger....it's almost the same as facebook chatting side bar....
Chat with me while you are lj-ing...XDD

I'm not sure if I left something behind....will edit if I have something to add.....

*Edited

I have MUET (Malaysian University English Test)...It's a speaking test.....and you know how bad my English is.....I can't speak fluently either....Just hope tomorrow is my lucky day....^^

So long~

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 16:34:21 GMT

I didn't update for so long...Don't you think? XDD It has been 3 weeks already... I thought I want to make a record of not updating in a month.....I fail obviously...XDD I errmm re-upload Team batista - The silent of Nightingale which contain ~~not an appropriate word~~ Nakajima Kento/ Nakaken....I ripped it from smileyuya account, lovelymeru....

I couldn't say it's HQ but it's MQ that I think watchable~~ ~~wondering if this word is exist~~
Ano~~ I feel guilty for doing it actually... but I think it's a waste if I delete it after hours of combining and uploading...Some parts have a twitch in the sound and video...Sorry...

Download folder

Do you know that I put my fanfic in winglin? Well, I did....Suddenly, today I send the url here for review.....XDDD I know the fanfic will be a strong burden to the reviewer so I choose a reviewer which didn't have any fanfic to review..... Am I weird for doing that? Hope for the review soon...but I don't want them to rush....I hope they will finish reviewing as I finish my fanfic....

Sorry F-list...I'm lazy to lj-cut...yeah... I know....you can find the word anywhere whether in my blog or here...XDD Hope you don't mind...

Short Hiatus...

Sat, 19 Sep 2009 04:12:34 GMT

To all my F-List and Customers,

The Raya is coming and I have to go to my hometown today.
So I would like to inform my hiatus.
Odd. Corp. will be in holiday from 19th September 2009 until 22th September 2009
Any emails, messages, comments will be replied after the holiday.
Last but not least, Happy Eid everyone.

Sincerely,
Nekomiou

HSJ 08' Volleyball T-shirt & Keito's staff T-shirt

Fri, 18 Sep 2009 17:34:03 GMT

This is our first selling stuff. However, if the feedback from you is not so positive we may be will cancel this. This is the replica only.

First design
(3 available, 12 reserved)

Sizes: XS, S, L Only

Second design

This design will be printed in black.
(3 available, 7 reserved)

Sizes: XS, S only

Price: MYR 45 (do not include posting cost)
Please leave a comment if have questions.

if you are intrested in buying our things, please email the following details to nisa_mickey21@yahoo.co.uk

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Tagged by sakura_yuuki3

Fri, 18 Sep 2009 10:29:38 GMT

What's your favorite thing in your room?
My pillow..XD

Have you ever lied to a teacher to get out of a deadline?
I think never ....

What kind of books do you read?
manga...

What's your occupation?
university student

What's the weirdest thing you watched lately?
Yuma kiss with Kato Rosa...not recently but still weird..

Who is your celebrity crush?
Yabu Kota

What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
HSJ and Yabu Kota and 1/2 Prince

What are you listening to right now?
Kaeritakunatta Yo - Ikimono Gakari

What food could you eat every day for weeks and not get sick of?
Rice

What websites do you always visit when you go online?
My lj, my blogs and oddies' blog

What was the last thing you bought?
a chocolate

What was the cutest thing you've seen today?
my cat standing on it two feet to see what is in the washing machine

Does the weather affect your mood?
Nope

What is your zodiac sign?
Virgo

Do you want to learn another language?
Nihongo~

5 things you can't live without.
Air, food, water, money and friends

If you could meet anyone now, who would you meet?
Yabu and my childhood friends

What's something you'd like to say to someone right now?
Gambatte~

What are you looking forward to?
Working in Japan with Oddies

Name some/one thing(s) that have happened to you that you would consider a fail. Or epic fail.
Assignments

Say something to the person who tagged you:
Thanks..XD at least I have something to post today..

The person I tagged:
lydnyt
haku_n_hikaru
halalilin yuirichii
sakura905
nakajimae
yamachan_yuki
kuzylala
honeyshikido

Tokyo Boy

Sun, 30 Aug 2009 10:47:07 GMT

It's a movie and the main character is Maki..That's the reason I watch it. Her parents died when she was 9 years old because of car accident. Three of them were on the way home from the amusement park. She blame herself because she ask to go to the amusement park. She felt lonely so she wrote a letter to her deceased parent and tied it to a balloon. Suddenly, she received a reply from a boy that had the same age as her. He claimed himself as Night. After that, they both replied letter to each other. Minato (Maki) wrote what happened everyday to Night. Night supported and comforted her until she was 19 years old. Then she meet a man name Shu. She wrote about Shu to Night and she received a reply saying that she shouldn't meet Shu anymore. Minato thought that as a jelousy from Night.

That's half of the movie. It's quite slow and it try to show three point of view. First, from Minato. Then, from Shu and lastly from Night. Night is a split personality of Minato. Basically it's a personality that Minato create unconsciously to comfort herself. It repeates certain parts that are annoying to watch it again but it includes certain parts that we didn't see before. So, we need to watch to understand this movie.

Night try to protect Minato from others especially Shu. Shu left Minato and this made Minato lonely and sad. Minato request to see Night. She say she will come again untill she could meet Night. Night knows he can't grant that wish as he himself is in Minato body. Shu come and seek Night. He ask Night to think back about Minato happiness. Lastly, Night vanish from Minato body.

It's quite sad for Night. If Night is a real person, I'll definately fall for him. It's sad when Minato who is the one created Night but left him at last. It's sad he love Minato so much but he couldn't meet her. Night character is really sad.

Home~

Sat, 22 Aug 2009 08:00:04 GMT

Someone say she can't see my post at her friend list...LOL!! That's because I was not posting for a long time...hehe...so Hope you notice this post ne~

Now, I'm at home and today is the first day of fasting...Hooray!! Why I'm happy? I don't know....Maybe because everyone happy too or maybe I can diet well on this month but usually I fail ....XDD especially on fasting month because eat to much while breaking it. hehe...^^
Today I found a nice song sang by Sam concepsion, a 17 years old Philipine boys....^^ He is cute though.....XD

credits to paulaocya

hate another people again..

Fri, 14 Aug 2009 15:28:55 GMT

I went to class a bit late today but at least I enter the class although I know that the lecturer didn't come......Okay to maybe people will not understand what I say....Let's start from the beginning....LOL!!! It's already the beginning actually...haish... whatever... my mind had become upside down...

Today in class the lecturer is not there but she give us a job and that is burn our assignment in a cd...the whole class assignments in one cd...however there are 2 person didn't attend ....I thought they have a good reason for not attending the class... The phone guy, he burn the cd and ask me to send the cd to the lecturer's room...I placed the cd in the steel box outside of the room....Okey! My job is done now...When I go to TESL square that Larry guy (commercial name) suddenly asked me about the cd...I told him that I already send it to the lecturer...

"But, we didn't burn the cd yet!" He said in a high voice.

I didn't say anything but still he looked at me like I'm the one who guilty...

"Where did you put it?" He asked again.

"In the steel box," I said.

"How am I suppose to take it? You think my hand is small enough to go through the entry of the box," He suddenly said in a higher voice...

"Okay, I'll take it," I said and went back to the lecturer room.

The truth is my hand can't take the cd too but I knock the lecturer's room and asked the other lecturer to open it for me...So, the conclusion is I'm mad at that Larry guy but I just can't express it in front of him... I just didn't talk and look at him....that's it....and the thing is it was his fault for not attending the class and i'm only helping other to send the cd to the lecturer room....I hate him for making me like that.... I hate him.... My mood is bad for almost the whole day because of that and luckily the class have a birthday party this evening which he didn't attend....

What kind of class representative that didn't attend classes? What kind of class reprentative that didn't stay with the classmates? What kind of class representative who suppose to burn the classmates assignment on cd but didn't? What kind of class reprentative who suppose to send the cd but not? What kind of class reprentative is that?

About the birthday party, I just eat one slice of cake. why? maybe because of the taste of the cake that too creamy or I'm just not in a good mood of eating cake or maybe I drink too much Milo or because I ate too much fries....XDD whatever...

Please Don't

Thu, 13 Aug 2009 08:55:34 GMT

If you don't care about me please don't act like you care....
If you don't like me please don't act like you like me
If you don't feel like talking to me please don't talk....

Why?
Why you care when I walk under the rain?
Why you eat my chocolate when I can't finish it?
Why you tease me in front of all the boys?
Why you pat the cat that I'm holding?
Why you came to me while you're on phone?

I know you have someone else and I'm nothing to you
but why I feel happy when you did those things to me
and sad when I realize that I'm nothing to you

Please don't treat me like this
why you do this while I'm trying to distance myself from you?
I know that you know that I like you
so please

I try to search for someone else
But I can't forget you
so please

Please, I beg you
Please don't

20 Question Meme

Mon, 20 Jul 2009 17:17:36 GMT

sorry f-list, too lazy to lj-cut

20 Q? Meme
been tagged by yuirichii

You must tagged at least 8 person....

01. Which part of your body do you like the most? My eyes

02. Would you ever lie to your significant other? No...

03. What kind of magazines do you read? Magazine that have J-pop, manga and anime

04. What's your occupation? Student but future Eigo Sensei

05. What's really creepy? a ball ~~this thing just come out of my head~~

06. What was your first celebrity crush? I don't remember but for J-pop it was Ninomiya Kazunari from Arashi

07. What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction? Cute blouse, shirt and mini skirt ~~I don't wear it~~

08. What are you listening to right now? None ~~everyone is studying so I can't open any song~~

09. What food could you eat every day for weeks and not get sick of? Rice ~~I eat every single day~~

10. What websites do you always visit when you go online? my blogspot, rock in2 heisei, my lj, my new forum

11. What was the last thing you bought? A pair of white shoes

12. What was the cutest thing you've seen today? Yabu Kota

13. Does the weather affect your mood? Yes especially the temperature level

14. What is your zodiac sign? Virgo

15. Do you want to learn another languages? Yup, Nihongo of course

16. 5 things you can't live without? Air, Drink, Food, Money and Laptop

17. Do you have any siblings? Two younger brother and one younger sister

18. What's something you'd like to say to someone right now? Vote for me XDD

19. What are your looking forward to? Live and work in Japan with my odd family, of course ^^

20. Say something to the person who tagged you: Thanks Yui Papa.... Hope our dream will come true...XDD

The person that I tagged are:

just_mine23 lil3_yamamaixkeigo shida_misako sakura_yuuki3 yamachan_yukiya3fan

To the person that been tagged please don't tagged the person who tagged you....^^

-The End-

Let's HSJ-ing

Mon, 20 Jul 2009 15:55:29 GMT

I create a forum for Hey! Say! JUMP just for fun....It's up to you if you want to join it or not because I'll never have time to keep it in control....I just want foruming as it had been a long time since I have fun and enjoy foruming.....

One of the websites is not really made by me but this forum is fun to have a good friend and discuss. The website is Rock In2 Heisei
Join in and share the fun with me and other members.

This forum is made by me and the only member is me and me is the admin and I'm crazy because it's all about me...XDD Joking!!
Just join if you want....XDD

Click on the picture ^^...I'm not good with editing so just bare with it....

VOTE??

Mon, 20 Jul 2009 11:11:50 GMT

I just return from the test and now I'm typing here...... If you want to know I blogging just before the test here. Well, now I blogging here...LOL!! XDD...

I just want to promote myself for a poll in this site. What about it?? Well, nothing... It just for fun.... Just vote for Neko Mama.....me?? be a mom??? please don't deny it because I 'm kind and gentle.....XDDD Ignore this if you can't stand reading it....

If you just don't want to search where the poll is placed.... just vote for Neko Mama HERE....

I'm now in the process of typing Chapter 9 of TUPE ~~The Ultimate Power of Earth~~... Hope you'll like it... Jart also type a bit in that chapter...hehe....
Who can guess the line that she type???

Sorry Jasmine!!

Tue, 23 Jun 2009 15:24:30 GMT

Happy Birthday dear Jasmine....I'm late...gomen..... no gift or anything....T__T You'll enter uni soon...
gud lark ne~~ need to continue my assignment...

I'm still not real

Sun, 31 May 2009 03:31:28 GMT

Sorry friends for ruin your f-list, too lazy to lj cut.
I'm not in hiatus now but I'll not update my fic this week. Gomen, please bare with it. I post this just to share something that I did when my brain become blank....

Tell me what do you guys think about it. It's for my fanfic, The Ultimate Power of Earth.

I'll be gone

Tue, 19 May 2009 06:43:58 GMT

Sorry friends for ruin you f-list.

I thought I going to finish this at Chapter 13 but as you can see it the real conflict didn't even start yet. Now, maybe it'll end at chapter 23 or 24 and I could finish it before my hiatus start. I'm start seacrhing things and completing form and pay the fee and OMG!!! I still didn't do my medicak check-up....

See!! I'm in a very busy situation and starting 23rd I'll enter the uni. Don't know whether it has net access or not. But I'm sure the first week I can't even touch a computer. Act, there are lots of thing in my mind that I want to do.
Here, a to-do list.

First, The Ultimate Power of Earth <-- completed it
Second, remaking the trailer
Third, new multi-chapter stories. There are 2 in my mind!!! YamaJimaChii and HikaNoo......
Forth, my fanvid drama Dark Justice <-- already have ep 2 but didn't sub yet....

That's all for now. But I'll online constantly to check for comments and messages until 23rd.

Hiatus starts tomorrow!!!!

20th May until unknown!!!

Gomen!

Sat, 16 May 2009 21:07:53 GMT

I'm so late replying all the gomen at lj and stuff.... I'm so sorry...

Yesterday my sis get home but yay!! she didn't lecture me. However, I was abandoned from using the comp. T__T
I can't update my fic, replying comment and lots more and even it just for one day I had tons of thing to read. But my mind was actually blank. Even if I can use the comp I might end up watching movie instead of updating my fic.XDD

I was mad just now because the comp didn't function properly and I have to restore. After three hour of waiting and clicking, at last I access the net. Horray!!! and I can update my fic....Gomen I just can put one chapter instead of two or more. The ideas didn't always come. I wish it flows non-stop instead of I thinking of one.....

Back to my note for chapter 12,

It had no romance...~~I know I never even did one since chap 1~~ but it full of angst and I really hope I didn't fail. It also have action and I hope you can imagine how the action move. I need to read and watch romance strory more so I can write about it more. Any suggestion?

I' sorry if I made too much suspense and I didn't warn about it and sorry if the intro of this chapter didn't answer your suspense from previous chapter. If anyone can't accept gay relationship, I'm sorry.*bow ~~I had try my best to make it did go to NC-17~~ Tell me if my grammar is worst and need beta. ~~I'm too lazy to find one.~~ Inform me if I need to raise the rating to pg-15 or NC 17 though I don't think it needed. That's all.. Enjoy readingXDD

My head getting bigger

Thu, 14 May 2009 16:20:49 GMT

Lol!! I had a cute little headache now but I want to finish my fanfic by this Sunday because next week will be a very busy week. Entrance Uni week... T__T Now I'm in progress of making chapter 12 but after the second line my mind become blank. So I decide to change lj and be my real self again. Writing, complaining, and whatever I do in this lj.

My friend at matric kept messaging me asking an update about HSJ but I don't think HSJ had that lots of change in few days. Anyway she'll go back this weekend and searchs for herself.

My little sister will come back today.(It's already 12) So, few hours after this I should clean up the house or be lecture by her. Poor me..T__T

*Need to continue my fic...

I'm crying....

Sun, 03 May 2009 19:02:46 GMT

I can't believe I'm crying while watching Bloody Monday drama. I rarely cry while watching any movie or drama. I did cry a bit for 1 litre of tears but it was a different type of drama. Bloody Monday is a very suspense drama. You can't trust a single person in that drama. Anyone could be the bad guy. Maybe because of a guy name Otoya made me cry. He was so cute while crying an I feel ike hugging him. I wish I could. I love his character. The only person I trust in that drama. The part that made me cry reminds me of my friends. I miss them. Well, I want to search for the real identity of this Otoya. Bye~

*Edited

I feel like killing people watching this drama. It's annoying but very addictive too. It's made me mad, angry, crazy, insane and whatever ....... Just want to flush out my feeling....

Lol,I edit it again.I had finished watching and yay!!! Now I need my lovely sleep... It's already 5.20 am I only have 1 hour to sleep. So bye~

T...Te...Teru! Teruo!!!

Tue, 28 Apr 2009 17:58:04 GMT

I got a new fandom. This time into J-rock and he is a guitarist. He is cute wearing that custom. Visual-kei-doll-alike? not use to it. His name is Teru. This is when the sad part come, I only know his name. Teru....=_=
I too addict watching him untill I forget about my fanvid. I'll continue, don't worry.
I fell a bit lonely recently. I just reading and watching all lj post by my friend without comments. I want to but I keep in silent. Stalker, huh!

Well, that's it for today. Bye bye.

Okairi!!!!

Thu, 09 Apr 2009 15:33:43 GMT

I'm really glad that I can write in this lj again. Kya!!! It feels like getting out of a prison. A very scary prison. hihihi... Recently, I made a fanvid for YamaShi, a pairing of Yama-chan and Shida Mirai. At first, I was satisfied with the outcome but after a few watch, I think it's bad. I have to start it all over again. My skills of editing become blunt already. Gambare na!!

I also watch Seigi no Mikata and Scrap Teacher. I just want to find interesting moment that I can put in my fanvid but the dramas really great!!! I ended up stuck in front of the monitor for 6 hours (Actually its normal). I want to write fanfics again but my head can't come out with any ideas. I stay in the prison for too long. Sabishi ne.....

I had a crush a month ago then it should be in March. Mai nichi, I'll call my bestfriend in excited and told her about my crush. One day, she asked me about my crush number and I gave her straight away. In silent, both of them couple. After a time, she told me. That night I crying in my bed until and it's continue in my sleep. However, I figure out. It's okay to let your bestfriend have him. It's not that I really ~~LOVE~~ like that guy. hihihi...

I'll have an interview in this Saturday. Wish me luck!!!

I forget!!! Takahata Misaki had grown in me. He really kakkoi in Scrap Teacher. *Spoiler* He doesn't show any expression when he was dating with her girlfriend. When her girlfriend was talking with him, he doesn't look at her and it looked like he was ignoring the girl but actually he likes her. When they're holdin hand, the girl smiled shyly but he didn't even look at the girl but you can see that actually he likes the situation. Isn't that cool??? I want a boyfriend who treat me like that. I hope that kind of people exist. Cool with a warm heart. *prepare the searching tools

When I open this site just now, I was imagining that I was stepping in a house. It small with no body in there, spider web and dust were everywhere and I try to find my place. My favourite place. Its still in the same condition and I smiled.

I hope that shows my true feeling of coming back. Sore ja... Bye bye!!

No Connection

Sun, 08 Feb 2009 08:50:53 GMT

It's had been 2 weeks without internet and I feel like I have lost everything. About my new story that actually made for Yabu's birthday. I'm late so late. I hate it. Gomen I can't comment there. This computer is kind slow. I can't copy and type. I usually type in words and copy it and paste it and then I write comment. But with this computer I can't do that anymore. Sorry. My fanvid is stuck in the middle. Leave it behind. I doesn't think I can update this in the mean time. Maybe around March or April I'll be back. Gomen ne. This new fanfic is boring. The words I use doesn't suit the genre of the story. Sorry, I don't know how to write that kind of fiction. I should read more scary books. But I hate scary story novels. It's hard to understand. Maybe someone can suggest any scary story. I hate my life now. It's boring. I can't wait for March to come. Anyway, last night I found an anime tittled ichigo mashimaro and I was like "EH??" I wonder if Yabu like that kind of stuff. The story is about cute girls. I could find any newnews about HSJ. Huhu~ My life is getting worse or should I say can't get better. I start to writing randomly. That's all. Bye~ See you in March or April.